Wednesday, February 3, 2010

In search of happiness..

Last few weeks have been very difficult for me. I have been questioning myself about my happiness. I wonder if I really wanted to be part of this world!!! This world means the world I spend my maximum time with. Yes, I’m talking about my profession as software tester.

I am dying to find out what interests me. I am trying different things and checking if I can keep that as profession for a living. I am bored of working in Software Industry. It hurts that I have almost forgotten how to be creative. If at all we have to show any creativity at work, it’s in showing more productivity, worry about promotions and try to overtake your competitor who sits next to you :( and who is always with you during coffee & lunch breaks. I don’t understand why can’t we be happy and be cooperative and have good work life balance and be happy for ever!!! Why should we think that Corporate world just needs brains and no emotions? After all we are all human beings isn’t it?

I think it’s too much of questioning today. Let me think more and more about that. When I reach a conclusion, will talk to you again. The outcome of last week’s introspection is here..

I tried working on Photoshop that I worked on almost 7-8 years back. The model in my collage is cute little Lakshmi.. My cousin’s daughter. This girl has all charm in the world and has less complaints about the world :D. She always smiles and smiles and smiles.